accept or not to accept…

want or dun want..

go or not go…

for every side, the rate is 50:50

i dun know wat answer i will give afterward…

but if i hurt u,i m sorry…

i do not mean to hurt anybody…

mayb i m still too childish when handling all those love stuffs…

i admit i m an idiot when cum to this…

mayb i m not ready to start a new relationship yet…

or mayb i used to be single..

erm…. or mayb i not yet settle down my future…

n mayb my heart not yet stable down…

there is too many “mayb” there…

n that are all the reasons i can give to myself…

it’s juz too tiring to consider all those things..

i think i shud take a gud rest n think deeply about that…

曾经花了很大的勇气，

抛掉所有的顾虑，

踏上了这个旅途。。。

可惜，还没完成的旅途，

在半路就先结束了。。。

其实两个人的世界很简单。。。

就是我爱你，你爱我

这其实并不难。。。

可是，爱情不是一加一。。。

并不是努力就有结局。。。

我知道后来的你不是不坚持。。。

只是爱情本来就没有万无一失。。。

一段爱从开始到结束，

多高兴和你的每一幕都是微笑着静止。。。

有一句话，

再也都听不到了。。。

那些过往，只好放在心上。。。

然后让他自己燃烧。。。

所有的一切，

都安静了。。。

i never feel the times fly when i m still study at uni..

but in a flip eyes time, it oredi cum to the end..

i dun knw how i past my time during tis four years…

many happy n unhappy things happen…

but luckily happy things over the unhappy things…

although i will miss the uni life here…

but i would never hope to turn the time bac…

bcoz it does really hard for us to study all over again..haha..

although the day cum to the end…

but wat can guarantee is our friendship will not end..

cherish the friendship built n may god bless evryone of us~

have a wonderful future, n a prosperous life~

i will miss everyone of u~

虽然我们只是陌生的两个人，可是看着他和她的照片时确是如此心痛，低落。。。

唉，好不容易看到可以令我心动的男生（虽然我不认识他），可惜人家已经名草有主了。。。

现实总是这样，好的都被人抢走了，剩下的或许又不合你胃口，追求你的或许又不是你想要的那杯茶，虽然勉强可以喝下肚，但最终始终会觉得顶胃。。。

喝白开水吧！也许淡而无味，可是却不会顶胃，更不会伤胃。。。

在找到适合的果汁，咖啡或茶之前，就喝白开水！饮料绝对不可以随便乱喝！喝了错的饮料，即会拉肚子，又伤神，所以何必自找麻烦呢。。。。

三天前，和他分手刚好满一年

那段期间，实习，上班，下班，加班…….

我从来没有感到那么孤独过

一年了，

每次当爱在慢慢靠近时，

我却慢慢退后了，

或许还没遇到对的人吧

虽然这期间遇到很多对我好的男生，

但就如戴爱玲所唱的：

“爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，

感觉很重要，

宁可空白了手，

也要等候真心的拥抱，

我相信在这个世界上，

一定会遇到对的人出现在眼角~”

不要因为寂寞而恋爱，

可以认真投入恋爱的人，

才是最幸福的….

why ACT4193 every week got assignment one…

it’s really killing us….

sumore we have to do presentation n critics…

n we have to spend sum other time for our thesis n other subject too…

where can we find the extra time o~

we will getting mad soon~~~~

i m not going to fall again…..

no more chemistry can be generated…

mayb it could happen…

but is already an incredible matter…

my feeling to him already turn to zero degree…

A brand new semester in campus….. i thought it will be a sem in which i can fool around…. but the truth telling me that my perception is wrong….. i m going to be flooded by a bunch of assignments, presentations and the exams…… stress will walk into my life like a tremendous crash…… i m going to suffocate…. i hope tis sem will not be a miserable one…… i wish i could change my bad habit of dragging…. i always used to drag my stuff until the last minute….. how i wish i could be more alert and more aggressive…… i hate to stay awake in the period of rushing,  depressing and frustrating….. i m now entirely do not have any mood to pick up the book yet…… my heart is still floating at somewhere else…. my case is here but my soul does not stay inside……

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

Lrc by L.J. from LK Lyrics Group

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

真爱真难找….还是它还存在着吗？曾经我以为我已经找到了，不过原来他并不是那个人，他很快就消失了。其实我依然相信它的存在，只是还没让我找到……因为我相信，就只是单纯的相信。希望他就在不远吧…… ^o^